Live as an Angel

I'd rather be an angel and make a change in everyone's life.

It's really late now..4.30am and i'm still up awake. Gonna be on bed after this one. Lotsa things to do tomorrow :( as well as Monday.

I don't know what to talk about. I just miss lenny hunny much..I've not speak to him much thesedays..our text messages were so less than usual :( I had the negative thoughts running. But afterall, i got it off..our 7th month together was just 2days ago, and still. i love him.

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Goodnight.
xo

MJ

To believe that 12 fans of MJ gave up their life upon grieving over Michael's death. MJ will be sad for them :( Let me just talk a little about MJ who just passed on last Thurs.. And remembering watching Living With MJ on channel 5 afternoon when i was..young. Having game stations in his house!!! Made me remembered him..this guy. I think he's a really sweet guy!! who didnt give up trying, just to save a boy's life whose not related to him :( he's so sweet to want everything the best for his kids. and other children..But the media and press probably ruined his life and reptuation..people started calling him a pedophile, sick gay. Then his fans started shouting and blaming the press.. 'fuck the press, Michael is the best' LOL!!! it rhymes so well. And the world lost another such a beautiful artist. He ought to be resting in peace by now..after being through his tough and tragic life.

And i just left a message on his official site. which is opened for all to leave a message for MJ.

http://www.michaeljackson.com
as well as a MJ Tribute site.
http://www.popjacko.com

I hope maybe someday i've passed on or something, i'll get to see him in heaven or something..i really wonder how is it like when a person dies..Do they actually live again and never dies in another world??

MJ blowing kiss to me.. :P


my fav picture of him..so far.

R.I.P. MJ! Always remembered :) ♥♥

Love Drunk

i hate to say this but..the guy behind us ruined this picture la. LOL

Yesterday, was probably my last weekend spent with hunny :( And i think lotsa work piling up soon. I'm still expecting my year end holidays..LOL.

Anyway i spent the whoooolllleeee day with him :) And during the night..i had hunny with me into some lingerie and bra shops..he blushed!!!! LOL. But i'm going to get that lacey polka dot bra. It looks cute and going to be even more cute on me..LOL!!!

Then after that , we happened to be at Takashimaya. some festival going on..with the loud loud bang bang music. Cursing under breathe..fucking irritating. They scream like they're gonna transform into a hulk..LOL!! But then i realized..those people headbanging there one of them was Sally..LOL WTF. and i remembered
calling them crazy people..the bang like they're worshipping the guy!!! LOL. Oopsie.

I gota show you my cute guy.

and his cute girlfriend with him.

LOL :D i love him!! though i expect to see him to keep writing things about me on his blog la. Cause i feel happy seeing it ;)

Current addicted music: Love Drunk

Like A Drug

Hi you hi me.

I cannot wait for Blg's love drunk on September. I already knew one of my favorite tune will be in there..Because i somehow heard one of their tune..

Do you still remember this jumping fat man?? LOL. I still like to play gameboy. Because it's how i got to know mario and play it..I know you too right?? Unless you play it like on the first few sega game thing...LOL.

interesting!!

I see July approaching..i see scary teachers approaching..I hope my school gets h1n1 :)

and this TRANSFORMERS : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN. GOT FUCKING 33 TIME SLOTS ON SATURDAY. AND 39 TIME SLOTS ON SUNDAY. WTF LOL!!! And peak hours are almost full. Hehe Harry Potter next month :) To think of that, i still can laugh about it..that i told hun the wrong date and made him look for the movie online..LOL sorry :P

So..what do you do when you're bored??

I feel like sleeping now because i woke up at 8am in the morning..and it's gonna be 1pm soon. My eyes look like this now

But i didnt say i look like a dog. So don't say i look like dog. fml

Love vs Fascination

Have you ever lived in fear? Or are you currently living in fear.

Love VS Fascination, which you'll choose? Speak to your heart and ask it, with reasons. Because you and i know, everything happened for a reason.

Favorite song:
Fallin in love mcfly

My blog

is so welcoming. But how the hell people got to know about it?? This is the weird!!!

Sometimes i really asked, why even holidays. when it doesnt seems like a holiday to me. Talked to Chantel till super super late last night. Talked about alot of things!! I'm happy for her that shes doing good. She told me a lot of things too!! We're like what, talking for so long!!! like auntie. Shes gonna be one soon anyway..So i think she need to admit it. HAHA.

Today is Thursday. hmm really boring Thursday. Only thing to entertain me is..games? or movies. Either these 2. So i decided to game! And all the gamers inside surely did not expected that i'm a female..Because they're talking guys stuffs in there..so..i feel wrong there..LOL!! But who cares as long i can beat them..not all the time la. I could get so fucked up playing. Then i will exit. Thinking what to do next.

So i stumble upon Youtube. Then i got introduced to Remi Gaillard videos. And i truly think that Singapore needs him..You'll know why after watching most of his videos. New comedian.

It can be very stupid and lame..But i think i cracked up laughing because of him..He's a legend!!!!!!!!!!!

In the middle

of the night. I'm looking at recipes of all kind of meals.. And it looks really nice :( And i tell myself, i'm going hit the supermarket tomorrow morning and make a big breakfast for myself.

!!! Can you tell my why such good food existed...

Striked.

YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crappy

hair i've got now. Stupid..I swear i'll never go to Jean yip ever again. This guy who attended to me, doesn't understand english..I told him to leave my fringe alone and he stubborn fucking guy with one-eye-and-lip-piercing-and-wear-boots boy just don't understand and now my hair is so uneven. Get him to suck some milk bottle.

Anyway..i just want to have a picture here..

This is his msn hand-drawn bunny

I miss him in the middle of the night at 1am. He look so cute when he's sad. I feel like squeezing him in my arms.

I cannot wait to watch Half blood prince with him!!!!!!! IN FEW DAYS TIME!! Oh and i somehow found Harry Potter glasses in Far East. I wanted to buy but my mom scold me la. She say i look like ah dai. LOL..But i think i look like moaning myrtle in Chamber of Secrets.

This girl la..

ok bye!!

So long

Picture that we took during Highlighter's chalet!!!

Hey. 我来啦！LOL!! Ok that was a little bit out.

I was busy busy + tired tired for the past few days. I had my Highlighter's chalet. Which was fun!!

Playing twister!!!! With Vincent & Qiang.


and again..which made us sweat like almost a litre. Also the damn fan is not kinda working well..


yj vs yw!! LOLLLL Their game was long la.

We had barbecue too!!!

Getting started. And amazingly, i hadn't got any mosquitoes bites!!! at all.


Happy Birthday Highlighter!!

I spent alot of days with hunn. ♥ ♥ ♥ It's always a happy day with him. And following Monday, he brought me to his class chalet. Then ya, barbecues again!! LOL. They are funny people though..I find his teachers are awesome people. I mean they really hang out well together!!

And today, i went out with hunn again! ♥♥♥ My caring bf came in the morning to fetch me. Then we went to have breakfast at Bedok! LOL :) Went to his place before going to Bugis! And he bought a pair of watch!! LOL. For me too!!! See!! we gota couple watch!! yey. We're flaunting it ah. Like 'hey now what time ah'.. LOL!! :D Ke ai ba. Then we had dinner at Astons before going to Chaichee with him. Just for some time before heading back home..Because my mommy is back from Genting. Ya expected her that she lost money at Casino. I could have done something worthy to the money :(

See!! We got the watches!! :D ♥♥♥

xoxo i love this guy, very much!!! HE MUST SEE THIS!!!!!!!! LOLL!!! and he will ;)

Byebyebye. I hope there will be more for me to talk about next week!

P.S: Byebye to all our friendship!! I'm living good.

6 = 185

Yesterday i went to Sticky!

I collected my jar..then i wanted to try out so i bought another packet. and finished today. I believe i'm going there very very soon again. This guy at Sticky is very funny. I told him i'm here to collect my jar. Then he sang Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes. I huh?? I want my candy jar not cookies jar..LOL he laugh laugh.

Then i traveled down to find hun..to surprise him actually. Because i refused to meet him for the past few days. His face didn't seem to be surprised, but i know he is!! I thought he was going to give me a turned off face or scold me. He didnt. Then i think its a good sign!!

We look like left 4 dead coming to life. LOL

LOL!!! Our poses look so familiar on friendster!!! LOL. FTL!!

Happy 6months hunn! Happy 6months hunn! Happy 6months hunn! Happy 6months hunn! Happy 6months hunn!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Ohya..it's night time now..if you can't sleep, do what i did in the picture!!!

Wear a sleeping eyemask!! HAHAHA!

Rainy

Today seems like a rainy day to me. So cold out there..i thought today will be a happy day. i guess not.

I don't know. I'm going to hangout alone later. Byebye. Maybe i'll tweet about it later..so you can see what i'm doing outside.

Byebye.

1 year

I still remember 365 days back......this day. 1st June. LOL!!!!!!!! First C5 concert!! And so today is 1st June!!! wth. 1 year already!! I still can remember the picture of everything on that day vividly. Man one of my best memory!!!!!!! yey!!!!!! :D

You'll never able to spot us..kthxbye :)

Heroine

Wizards pwn you.

You need wishing dust too?

this is da wishing dust. and i pretty believe in it ;)

can you all stop ripping off my logos from my entries!??! My copyright logos ok!??! i took the time to do those symbols pictures and logos and you all ripped off like nobody's business. I see so many people's blog with my power off logo!! and let's go twitter together. Those simple things you all can't do it issit?? don't be lazy la! i'm not that lazy you know. Its your own blog, do something for it la! why keep a blog at first?

stupid.

Ok anyway..i think i should remove away my cbox. I should? It looks kinda ugly there when i'm using all the pale colors. Meanwhile i'm trying to find something fun to replace with. Where have all the javascripters and coders and pros went to?! Can they like invent something BETTER than just a tagboard? or Shoutmix or whatever. Improve their innovative ideas. Something like, in flash?? and better..templates for it.. i want something fun!!

Yes Twitter, No Plurkers.

I hate plurk because of the "Jasmine WANTS/HATES/WISHES/FEELS/THINK/WONDERS ______" whatever la. that's stupid. I don't need plurk to tell me what verb or noun to insert. Like you think i'm a fool. Twitter ftw. Michelle and i are direct messaging via twitter. And she calls me a Twitter nerd and minutes later, she created twitter. So makes her a twitter nerd too? LOL. I hope she doesnt gets swine in ny there. I'm just not being nasty..because she thought i was one of those who got swine when she heard about Singapore gettin infected.

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P.S: i've cleaned up and updated my livejournal. Opening some entries from today onwards. Because i can't stand the damn feeling keeping things to myself. Sorry livejournal.


Be on twitter, because twitter became another best friend of mine. hahaha seeya later!!!

What makes your heart smile?

Money :)
Surprises
Lennon
The internet
Neon colors
Little bunnies
The Click Five
Seeing my favorite boybands playing.
Collecting stickies
Caffeine
Sleeping in air coned room, with thick blanket, and with dark skies pouring heavily outside.
Candies
Cupcakes
Hershey's Cookies N Creme
Colorful sneakers
Being appreciated
Cold weather
Going to cds store
Boys Like Girls
Magazines
Spending money on something i love
Paper hearts
Receiving phone calls from Lennon
Playing music
Gaming
When i made someone i hate, angry
Small diamonds
Red bull when i'm tired
Masquerade party
Sleeping with my eye mask
Hotdogs
New bedsheets
Watching movies without anyone behind kicking my seat
Neat table and closet
Dinosaurs for kids
When i don't get upset or angry
Kyle Burns
Dim lights
Bringing lunchbox and eating together with my best friend
Crying and laughing on the phone with my best friend
Taylor Swift's voice & music
Receiving gifts eventhough not on a special occasions
long long hugs
When someone really cares and dotes on me
Smell of perfumes
Long school holidays
Sleeping with my bolster covering my face
Canvas bags and shoes
Bath robe
John Vesely's music
Concerts with noisy people
Singapore ever snows
When no one treats me as a slave at home
Hot chocolate during rainy days
Blueberry pie
Happy dreams without anyone waking me up
Contact with old friends
Smell of popcorns
Hairbands and fanciful hair clips
When you tell me how much you love me
Harry Potter & Ron Weasely
Walking around in bunny bedroom slippers
Photo albums
Thick scrapbooks
Buying new things
Peace signs
Dry and clean grass
huge records
Pictures of love
Shih Tzu puppies
Air planes
Busy road in the evening
When people don't smoke
Pinkish sky
Lightnings
Skyline views
Fresh strawberries, kiwi, grapes and green apples
Starry nights
Fireworks
Candles
Glass bottles drinks
Mile suntanning
By the beach with candies, magazines and music
When i don't forget to bring things out
All pests are dead
Helium balloons
When mosquitoes doesn't exists
Mini cakes
Love letters
Glasses to cover my eyes when they don't look good
Making people smile
Hippie van
Pure and honesty
Soft pillows
Pop music
Mr Bean
Happy moments written in a diary :)

So many things make me happy
So what makes you happy too??

heyho

waalao..

I miss Lennon :(
i want to play with him. i want to disturb him because he disturb me too and its also because i'm mainly the one who started it..but who really cares who started it..because everyone seems to be enjoying. LOL.

i want Lennon! i want Lennon! i want Lennon! i want Lennon! i want Lennon! NOWWWWWWWWWWWZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

the blue monster is Lennon and the little act cute pink girl is me... LOL!!!
I can imagine Lennon's face like this now..HAHAHA!!

plz don't wtf me when you see this..because i know you will wtf me.

hehe kk bye!!

I Made Money!

Discovered back old funny video!!



HAHAHA!!

SATURDAY!!

:) i love this Saturday.
because finally got to see hunn.

I was there the earliest..so we waited for everyone then we went to Suntec Convention hall for Game Fest to support Highlighter!! ;) And i saw..SuddenAttack!! LOL. It was very crampy inside. and warm and tiring. Was there till evening before heading for dinner!! after dinner...hunn and i went to Iluma to watch Night At The Museum 2!! It's much interesting and hilarious..LOL Afterall i enjoyed the moooovie!!!!

So much more movies to watch in the upcoming month!!! My wizard movie :) Cannot wait for it.

I'm really tired now, snoozing off soon

GNIGHT!!!

P.S: Happy Bday Tanner!! :D

I feel so

locked